It's My Love Story

You called me fat. To change who I was is to change who I am and that’s exsactly what I’ll do. You’ll never look at me again and call me fat or a fatass, never again will I look into a mirror and be disgusted with the image of myself. I am determined to change everything possible to get the image the mirror and I would like to see. This year I worked out more than ever before and yet I’ve only lost about ten pounds in the past five months. I am going MIA in one more day, I’m going to change everything about myself I hate inside and out, and when I’m done all can do is hope that I’ve changed enough to my own satisfaction, to get my life on track and to achive all that I want. I’m going to change myself and me myself in essence. May the force be with me and ever so clearly may I become all that I desire in due time. I will be back soon enough with the end of summer.

(Source: oh-cute-couples, via oreoorly)

I need to get away from everything in my life right now, nothing seems to be out of the ordinary wrong but there are just those moments every time of the year when I have a need to run away, to do something adventurous, to forget about the world, to take a change, to forget critisism, to disconect, and that’s just what I’m going to do. I need time to be away from everyone I know, from everything I know, so I’m going MIA May 1st and the more I think about it the more I’m glad I’m doing this. Let the summer begin. I hope that after the end of my freshman year in college, my spring break in Paris, and this summer I will have changed completly into the person I feel I’m becoming.